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Today i feel so sad that i bring thing for Bebe ,but end up he don't like . Never mind i call him go sell away if he don't like it.My heart very pain and sad.What i doing is just make sad. When can i see my happy back,I told i give the thing he will very happy but end up he don't like it.Then on he birthday then i go play other thing for him. Can i know how to make him happy, he don't like to wear couple rings. Then what i can buy for he birthday.I feel like cry but i never . I jut tell myself forget it. Now i just want to save up money to return mummy the money beacon's i own her alot. Then i want to save money for my NDS, I don't people to buy for me. What i doing for myself only. I never ask anything for him and he also never ask anything for me too. I just bring him thing he don't like it. When your this blogs every time i cry I'm sad is that when i write in here is I'm crying.Why when I'm sad i need to wait for everyone sleep le then i drop my treas. What i doing is not for me is just want to let every one know i want to change myself. But every time is hurt. Every time i just make myself cry I'm i very stupid. Why i do this to myself. I hope wed i can off I'm very tired i want to have a rest now. I work until i very tired.