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Today i feel so sad that i bring thing for Bebe ,but end up he don't like . Never mind i call him go sell away if he don't like it.My heart very pain and sad.What i doing is just make sad. When can i see my happy back,I told i give the thing he will very happy but end up he don't like it.Then on he birthday then i go play other thing for him. Can i know how to make him happy, he don't like to wear couple rings. Then what i can buy for he birthday.I feel like cry but i never . I jut tell myself forget it. Now i just want to save up money to return mummy the money beacon's i own her alot. Then i want to save money for my NDS, I don't people to buy for me. What i doing for myself only. I never ask anything for him and he also never ask anything for me too. I just bring him thing he don't like it. When your this blogs every time i cry I'm sad is that when i write in here is I'm crying.Why when I'm sad i need to wait for everyone sleep le then i drop my treas. What i doing is not for me is just want to let every one know i want to change myself. But every time is hurt. Every time i just make myself cry I'm i very stupid. Why i do this to myself. I hope wed i can off I'm very tired i want to have a rest now. I work until i very tired.
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Sorry so long never update my blog coz busy doing my theme at friendster. On The monday morning Bebe wake up at aaround 6plu coz he have to go back to amry,i'm so sad that he go back amry coz at night i will be along at home.But end up i'm so happy that he message me tell me he can came and pei me. I'm so happy,Then tue afternoon around 12plu he tell him go amry le. He very care about me coz i'm sick ,i cought and sore throt. He at amry he cannot bring camre hp going up he bring to amry. Then when he got time he message me and ask he , how is my cought and throt.Then he message me tell me he have to wait until 11.59pm then can go home. I'm feel so sad coz i tot when i reach home i can see him,But end up have to wait until so later. When i reach home i bring our two boabei son dogs go downstair and i have message Bebe tell him i reach home i don't want him to worry about him.Then around 10plu he message he he not came back le. I'm so happy to wait for him . Then aroun 11pm he reach,then i call him to go and take shown . Then i cook noodle and soup for him to eat. So happy then i can beside bebe. Then bebe said tomrrow is our day. Then we two will stay at home,at around evening time we will bring milk mlik to see docter. I'm so happy to have bebe beside me when i'm sick . Thanks bebe I on;y love you one person in my heart.
