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Today i tell myself i want to change my own self to a good girlfriend.Something i know i lazy girlfriend too.Coz something i don't want to wear the clothes i call beebee to wear it.Then i just watch my tv and don't care about it. I feel so bad that when beebee tell me.Yesterday night we have a nice chat he tell me i not like other guy just don't care about me. Is that he just want me to change myself to a person know what i'm doing.Then i tell he that i'm not happy that when he chat on the phone with a gal.Then i have tell him that one of he friend add me at friendster, and i have ask the gal why u want to add me, ask ur friend.She reply me and said she just want to know me as a fren. When i saw the message i feel so sad that why u want to know me for what,but she give me the feel is that she have a feel to beebee. When i know about this i want to go ask beebee is that someone is very care about u .But i never ask is coz when i walk pass he work place he is busy then after that i go heartland mall , then when back to houganag to go prom my hair i want to ask him ,but he fren is there , then i tell myself go home time then i ask.Then about 8plu he message me he tell me he is sick . Then i tell myself not ask wait until he ok le then i ask.Then i wait until yesterday night we have a chat we talk about it.Now i feel that sometime i already never put myself to show him my love and care coz sometime i only think about me , never think about him.Sometime u will buy nice to share with me ,but i never to. From today onword i will change myself not so selfish. Beebee thanks that u tell me about this. I love u beebee
