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Today i feel so sad that darling send me a message. He call me to stay at my hose n sleep for few nite. i reply him and said ok . And i tell him to tell the true. Beacouse this few day he never chat with him alot. And he very quit.And i ask him is he just want to be fren or still together. He tell him he don't know.He reply me he also donno how to said. Maybe beacouse of he working problem . Althought he never said or show out. But he realy veri sian and moody. That's all he can said. Then i ask him want to be together or be friend. He reply me said he also donno. If i want to be friend he can be along. Then i reply him and said i don't want to be friend i still want to be his girlfriends. I feel very sad and i cry . I call my friend and talk to then just now. Luck mum don't i cry beacouse she come in to my room. I will not disturb him . I will leave him alone. I just wish can beside him everyday can le. I have tell him my feel . I tell him i don't want to lie to my feel i still like him very much. I know u got alot of street i will not focer you to do anything. Darling i only love you one person in my life. Pls don'r leave me alone. Just now i wait for him at bus stop. Inside the bus he ask me have i ate my dinner , i tell not yet . He said later cook noodle and eat ,i tell him i no moody to eat. End up he cook noodle & soupe for me to eat. Darling u are very good man.Just now i told him a good new tomorrow i have to go 2time interview . The pay maybe $1k to $11k . Got cpf too. If i got the job i will work hard too . I will save money to buy clothes and make myself pretty . Then darling will happy too. Beacouse he keep saying i never change at all. I will change darling you wait and see. I end here wirte againt tomorrow . Good nite everyone